Gays For Israel!

Gays For Israel!

We were marched to death camps together.

No matter where we live, our homes, our lifestyles, our families, our friends, attacked, vandalized, censored ... say anything, the hateful twist our words, accuse, sensationalize, in the pathetic attempt to 'justify' their meanness.

Only a Jew and JWit would feed me, clothe me, house me, when the Str8 Married fired me for being Gay Married.

Iran's GHAM Diversion actually has support here in the US, it goes like this:  the US's "green-enviro-occupy-positive-thinking" philosophy is hammering Jews and Gays and Mormons as "negatives" against merciless "positive-cross-signs" -- just like Hitler.

 -- it's funded;
 -- it's organized;
 -- and just like Berlin pre '39, it's a HigherEd Ca$hCow Golden Idol, worshiped, ignorance that kills.

GHAM Diversion:  "Gaza Hamas Morsi Assad" -- and the "positive-thinking" crusade of hate and intolerance that proves love of Hitler, not peace, proves love of religious-extremism masqueraded as 'moderatism,' not the radical fanatacism it's always been since ancient Persia.

I pointed-out that Israel would be SAFER if Obama was not re-elected. That's not about the "Positive vs Negative" cycle of intolerance HigherEd sells to profit from atop rubble, misery and grief like religious extremists do.  It's about BLAME, cuz that's his 'legacy' so far, and saying "we fully support" such and such, then faking it.

Morsi is a radical, not a moderate.  He supports Hamas, which is the same as saying "Israel has no right to exist."  That's what Hamas is.  They hide WMD in Palestinian homes, don't care which woman or child is killed to stop a rocket or mortar fire, photo-op from atop the rubble, misery and grief, their goal:  blame Israel, blame Jews, blame DIVERSITY, and teach the world to hate it too.

The religious extremism, be it HigherEd or Mosque or Temple or Cathedral or "positve-thinking" MUST STOP!

US Troops should be in Gaza and Lebanon and march on Syria, stop setting-up Jews and Queers as your catch-all "scapegoats".  The situation is outrageous.  The USERY is repugnant.

Gays For Romney? PART II

AFTER ELECTION

I know what real attacks are.  I know what real wounds are.  I know what real spilt-blood is. Words do not cause 'wounds' unless imagined, faked.  I've never struck anyone, but have been just for being Gay, and one time for my free-expression about faith.  NEVER FORGET.

My Jew-ish faith is in AllThings, all of us, all of you, all of 'them,' all of 'us,' that we'll celebrate our differences and empower diversity, not hate it.

It's not a "Mormon Loss."  But I'm not stupid.  The GOP won, the 'big agenda' more than one office or office-holder.  It's about control.  Controlling the GOP's Republican Strategy.

The infighting within the GOP is which denomination 'rises from the ashes' with a 'sparkling clean coat,' and which will forevermore be viewed as the religious extremists, obstructionists, throwbacks of bygone eras. And Catholicism has a vested-interest in that, too.

It was ''the usual,'' as far as US'an elections go.  Tiny 'successes' hyped as 'major victories;' monumental blunders hailed as 'your fault' or anybody else's 'fault'; and the end-result is a $5,000/yr PAY CUT for workers, so HigherEd SYSTEMS' employees can give themselves more ...

 ... more, more, more, at the expense of successful businesses and The People, taxpayers.  More for them, more job-security for generations of college-grads to push paperFAKEwork at taxpayer expense, building bureaucrazies, instead of reducing/eliminating forest-killing paperwork systems.

GLOBAL WARMING BULLYING

It really is related.  Just as 'the masses' were never allowed to dispute religious dogma for fear of being cast-out as a 'heretic,' 'infidel,' blasphemer,' 'sinner,' 'possessed of evil,' etc., all we hear from "the educated" is "the science speaks for itself" (but you're neither a Monsignor nor Scientist), and, "just believe," so all who do not are cast-out for their "lack of faith."  And that's not 'science' nor 'scientific' at all.  It's religion, just another hateful religious-extremist agenda.

I read a letter to the Editor recently in the Spokesman Review from someone that says "the science speaks for itself." So, I ask, that's 'justification' for raising taxes, curbing development, blaming consumers for the "scientifically developed" products they consume?  The 'credentials' came from the same place, afterall, those who developed "the system" and those who blame YOU for being BORN INTO IT as a mindfuck to take your pay and pay themselves.

HANDS OFF THE EARTH

It's extremism.  It's outrageous.  No plant, animal, fish or bird is of "higher value" than YOU, and I just don't give a flying-fuck who you fuck, even if you're the head of the CIA.

All this "fucking business" is a diversion.  Whenever Legislators need one, they thrust crotches in our faces, blue dresses and PRIVATES, as if suddenly Privacy Rights, or lack thereof, is the only "moral value" there is. Perverts look through windows into the bedrooms of others.  Legislators proving who they are, as usual.

A decorated war-hero, not pillaging, raping or robbing, but suddenly "unqualified" to serve and protect, due to sexual-orientation issues?  It's an insult to all.

The Global Warming religion and cult-following, as well as the Bedroom Peeping Toms, are very similar in their "projecting," thriving on ridicule and scorn of others for "not believing" 'correctly,' in the pathetic attempt at making themselves-out as 'superior.'

Who uses the most paper?  Who produces the most paper?  Who developed the paper systems that "depletes forests" and who is promoting strip-mining of forests to extract the most resources for their "way of life"?  HigherEd's people.  One 'scientist' consumes more resources, more FOSSIL FUELS, more strip-mined forest products, contributing the most to energy consumption and travel-related air-particulate pollutions than all others.  One flight across country to TALK about how to ridicule and scorn consumers for BREATHING uses more fuel, "up in smoke," than you driving an old shitty beatup pickup getting 12mpg for a thousand years.

And they scratch their heads claiming they'll "find solutions" about ECONOMY?  Either one, the 'traditional' religionists or the 'scientific' version is one in the same:  ECONOMY KILLERS, spewing Jeremiah-styled 'prophecies' of "world destruction if you don't ..." ... (endless list of 'sins').

It's bullying.  It's oppressive.  It's offensive.  It's hateful.

Meanwhile, if anybody thinks this was a "successful" election-cycle, think again.  It divided this country evenly.  Split it in two.  Taught half the country how to hate the other, and vice versa.  And it cost $8B ... money that was 'donated' but not one dime went to the poor, or the starving, or the homeless, or a wounded war veteran, or a traumatized Gay, or stigmatized Lesbian, or developed a cure for anything, it was a Media GOLD RUSH, that's all.  And they can't wait for another.  The more expensive, the more divisive, the better (for them, 'to hell with the country' the message from that facet of HigherEd SYSTEMS failure).

But don't think about it, another Commander's penis is of 'higher value?'  Fuck you.

When asked what I thought of the election, I laughed, stuck my nose in the newspaper I was reading, self-defense, said, "I don't care."

Palm slap on table, "Oh come on!" and "You do too!" in both ears, simultaneously. We all laughed.  I never say who I vote for, I don't know the people I vote for, personally, I just evaluate the 'platforms' and 'results', their 'ideas' and their 'aspirations.'  That's good citizenship, not hating people due to their votes.  A guy on the news is calling for 'revolution,' in hatred of Democracy.  Crazy shit, man.  Utterly crazy.

But one thing is clear:  religious-extremism won't stop until it's stopped.  And the proved 'god' of 'believers' is about stopping people from pursuits of happiness, life and liberty.  People they don't even know and will never meet, in SYSTEMS they've never experienced, are blind to, wearing shoes they've never 'walked' in, yet think they have a 'right' to condemn, punish, hurt.  Doesn't matter if it's about "Curse of Ham" racism, or Womens' Rights to be free from religious oppression, or Same-sex Marriage or the 'blasphemy' of not being in lock-step with Theory Worshipers and claiming that's what 'science' is about.  Religious-extremism must be stopped, in all it's ugly forms, all it's ugly permutations.

Republicans forgot their 'core values' to substitute somebody else's 'beliefs' to worship as votes.  It's about Evangelicals, Fundamentalists, extremists posing as 'moderates,' usurping control, not just over life, limb and liberty, but the GOP, education, science, government, and blaming Mormons.

And they're not losing at that, at all.  That's a real 'threat,' not an imagined one, nobody has to 'just believe' it, and you don't need "special ordinations" in order to be "enlightened" so "you too can know the joys of understanding it."  It's a level of "political science" that is ignored, but everybody experiences it.

I wish I had notes, or more time, so I could edit, expound, re-arrange thoughts here, but I'm at the library, with a one-hour time-limit, quickly typing thoughts, and like all people, I have a lot of those!  lol

So it's not a "Mormon loss," because those doing the 'winning' sold a $5k/yr PAY CUT for The People in order to give themselves raises, saying "just believe we're not doing that".  And the 'believers' goose-stepped in lock-step.

NEW CONGRESS AGENDA:  blame Gays.  We're their 'whippin' boys' again, as usual.  And they'll do anything to blame Mormons and Gays.

COMMONALITIES

Mr Romney (not that he'd ever read this), you ran a campaign of dignity, whether I agree with your positions or not, and that's an 'improvement' over usual campaigning.  Thanks for that.  Had you embraced diversity, GayLandIs (Gay, Lesbian, Bi, TransGender, GeneMod, Celibate, we of the assorted 'queer' world population), you'd have won, but the GOP wasn't looking for that.

Our differences are strengths.  NEVER FORGET.

Mr. Obama, congratulations; I don't like your 'platform' either, and selling $5K/yr PAY CUTS (increased fees, fines, regulations, hastles, taxes, mandated ins., etc), as "economic recovery" is just as religiously-extremist disengenuous as that which you are entrusted to serve and protect We The People against.  Please strive to improve.

Kind Regards, always,
Clayton Winton

Gays For Romney?

"Romnesia" irked me.  It's the ad hom, scurrilous.  When we 'non elitists' do it, we're cast-out, cut-off, ostracized, hammered as 'negative' against the merciless 'positive-cross-signs' of the 'positive-minded' intolerants.  The 'pettiness' level is now so deep, re-evaluating some things is a citizen's duty.

Pres Bush II authorized military action in the Middle East as long as it was not a religious war, but defensive-action against religious extremism, and, as long as an entire army was not mobilized to 'go after' one man, Osama bin Ladin, because if that were the case, then thousands of troops would die along the way and countless innocent men, women and children too.  So almost all agreed, regardless of politics, that 'heaven and earth' would not be 'moved' for one man, it's just not worth it, on many, many levels.  Nothing 'Romnesian' about it.  Now Pres Obama is ''coat-tailing'' from the 'inherited' military-action of a previous President, and insulting everybody with the use of that one term, because it's not just about Mitt Romney, nor Republicans, it's a petty insult against all ''water under the bridge.''  Scurrilous, and then some.

Meanwhile, I'm reminded that very few of we Gays have an ''improved economy'' under Obama, in fact, as a demographic, our spending-power is quite reduced, more of us jailed, our voting rights stripped over petty 'romanian-styled' lifestyle intrusions; more filed for bankruptcy, more foreclosures, more firings, more more more of all the things Obama promised to 'fix' and didn't, and the only 'protections' of merit were for Obama employees in gov't, not the private sector.

When I was fired for being Gay Married by the Straight Married, they didn't ask anything about job-performance, only if I had a roommate, if we were 'more than just roommates,' and then claimed they were 'defending the rights of women' on the workforce who were concerned we'd infect them with the 'gay disease' by 'osmosis' or something, which they'd take home, sicken and kill their children, then fired us.  But we don't have HIV.  And our marriages are still not recognized, and it's still legal to fire us for being either Gay Married or just Gay, or Lesbian, or whatever private-invasive excuse religious extremists concoct.

The way I see it, if you hate me for MY WORDS, what makes you 'better' than Hitler?  Same to me.

And we Gays are getting upwards of a $1000/yr tax hike come January 1st, and another $2-4K/yr tax-hike for MANdated private-product purchases:  health insurance.  But we have less money, less spending-power, fewer opportunities, not more.  It's just the same 'ole, same 'ole vaccuous promises and blather from candidates as far as I'm concerned.

I spoke with a DNC rep recently who told me being fired for being Gay Married is 'illegal.'  I almost laughed in his face. Where?  In his tiny little 'window' of the world?  And so what?  So is smoking pot.

I also spoke with a pot-smoker recently who is a staunch Republican.  Why?  So you can get arrested and have your medical needs decided for you?

Meanwhile, I spoke with someone last night that asked who I was voting for.  I'm at the Public Library, a place where the word 'gay' is password protected by religious extremists, 'offended' by all their eyes see of we Gays.  I suggest they pluck 'em out, problem solved. I have one hour max to type my thoughts.  No speech writers, no spell-checkers, no piles of notes, no proof-readers, no nothin' -- just me, a keyboard, and as fast of typing as I can.  Does misspellings and typos mean that much?  To who?  Why?  In the pathetic attempt at making themselves-out as 'superior,' excuses to censor, ignore, cast-out, like Hitler?  What's the difference?

I answered the question:  Under Obama, things for Gays are not better except for a few in gov't, we're a poor demographic, beaten into submissiveness and we can't even say anything about it, and Faux 'gays' are paraded as 'real gays' when they're not.  I've never slept a single night of my life in bed with a woman, but thousands with one of my Gay 'husbands,' the first died, the second I divorced for the same lieing/cheating that killed the first, and that Bi's and closet-fags do living double-lives, cowering behind women, pretending to be different things to different people;  my third was Gay-bashed and I was threatened with arrest for attempting to see him in the hospital (where I was led through the back-door, like 'back of the bus', so Hospital Admin wouldn't know); and I remarried the 2nd, and after another ten years of that just couldn't take it anymore, so divorced him again.

 -- the man asking the question, his wife told me the night before that her 14-yr-old nephew 'came out of the closet' ... I interrupted, That's not 'coming out', I said.  Only those living double-lives, pretending to be 'str8' while sneaking around clandestine, lieing and cheating, ''come out'' of 'closets,' only after they can't stay ontop of their lies any longer, and their charade, their house-of-cards comes crashing down around them.  They're not 'gay' -- they may do 'homo' stuff -- but that is NOT GAY -- and after 'coming out,' they proved they were Bi's all along, not Gays. 

"Then what do you call it?" she asked.

FREE EXPRESSION.  He doesn't have to share his privates with anybody, for any reason.  He trusted you enough to love and accept and protect him, so he freely-expressed himself to you.  It's a beautiful thing.

 -- continuing the answer to the question of her husband, as to who I'm voting for:  ...so we Gays can't really afford ''more Obama'' , errr, 'caring' ... and everybody knows the economy went in the toilet after '06 when the Democrats rode their mascott ass to town faking 'humbleness' .. and the empty-promises before and since are just more religious-extremist-styled blather ... he's done nothing to improve MY GAY LIFE at all -- nada, zero, zip, zilch, but the cost of gas quadrupled along with a pack of cigarettes, products I love. 

BUT, Romney hates my Gay Equality.  Perhaps there's integrity in that, cuz he doesn't give lip-service to it, just spits it out?  And I know economy would improve, and taxes, fees, fines, hastles, paperFAKEwork complications would decrease under a Romney presidency.  And Israel would be more secure.  It's almost a coin-toss because either way, I see no REAL improvements to the quality-of-life for GayLandIs (world Gay, Lesbian, Bi, Tranny, 3rd-Gender, Celibates, assorted 'queer' population), but I do think world economy would improve under Romney and that does help GayLandIs, unlike the endless higher fees/taxes/fines of the DNC's ''big solutions'' which is job-securing positions for Universities to sell at taxpayer expense and always has been.

I do know this:  12 Million Mormons (not all) promised me to reduce violence/harm against GayLandIs.  And that's a HUGE first-step.  I of 'little faith' have big faith them, I know they will work with me, and do everything in their power to see that a Romney Presidency goes very, very well for all people equally.

Kind Regards, always,
Clayton Winton

All are unique

All are unique.  Strive to forgive, they know not what they do.

GayLandIs CALLING Koffi Annan

GayLandIs CALLING Koffi Annan

(a followup from Twitter/Facebook 'tweets')

The world needs Koffi Annan's coordination skills.  A new project.  A new direction.  A new goal.  A new but 'not-so-new' dilemna.  A solution for all time, for all people.

Please see my last post about bloodguilt.

Let the world's miners know we love them, are thankful to them, that each gadget made from the toils of their loving labor is bloodguilt-free in our hands.

 -- Koffi, like this:  (SalesRep) "Thank you for your acquisition. Would you like $1 to go towards the Congo Miners' Fund?  They risk their lives to make it for you, many die, throughout the world, the worlds' most hazardous work, knowing no luxuries, yet putting luxuries into our hands.''

 -- every govt, agency, dept, public and private, every corporation, every business, every mfg or administrative firm.

 -- if up to me, no more than 9% max administrative costs for all time, period.
 -- three 'kings' as follows:
 -- -- King1: 1%max compensation, for salary, expenses, staff if desired, works with bank/admin;
 -- -- King2: same, but oversees govt/cleric and 'leverage';
 -- -- King2: same, but oversees relief efforts, presentations, ACTS
 -- 3% banking fees to BofA
 -- 3% facilities/travel and no more, ever.
 -- no 3rd-parties, no bureaucrazy, no paperwork, no photo-ops with politicians or religions, ever.  Non-denom and non-partisan, period.

This is part of the GayLandIs (world GLBTQ population) Charities, the GayLandIs Friends Of Miners (Gi'vm) world outreach for bloodguilt-free products and services.  Hundreds of miners die every year.  We don't need another bureaucrazy for more generations of HigherEd careers claiming 'sacrifice,' consuming the most and paying themselves the most for endless paperFAKEwork at the expense of the poor who do the real work.

Miners and their loved-ones need immediate assistance, and the world needs immediate bloodguilt-free products. We don't need more taxes, and that's all 'diplomats' propose to 'job-secure' generations of college-grads pushing-paperFAKEwork, while men doing real work, pushing real dirt, die for them.

Now, whomever may read/know MY WORDS, what's your 'big plan'?  If your 'oblations' are ridicule and scorn for me/mine, then your DanWhite-think fully endorses more of the same 'system,' and it's gargantuan, endless wheels-in-wheels-in-wheels of imbroglios, delays and quagmires, profiting from death.

Harvey Milk is remembered in our deeds and acts, through bloodguilt-free products.  Even if your religious views hate us, you shouldn't be killed for it.

This can be established by week's end.  If not, China, Sharia and the Ruble will.

Kind Regards, always
Clayton Winton

Str8 Marrieds fire Gay Marrieds

When I was fired me for being Gay Married, fired by the Str8 Married, along with my spouse, we almost starved to death.  Many did.  Many driven to desperate acts, like Hugo's Jean Valjean who broke out a bakery window to steal a loaf of bread due to starvation, in Les Miserable,' the uncondensced book, the real book, not the musical, not the cartoon, not the movie, the real book.

We lost our housing, had no access to healthcare, our 'transportation dollars' coins from public fountains. (Is that 'stealing'? Please forgive).

We didn't resort to male prostitution, solicited no 'sugar daddies,' broke-out no windows, robbed no one, defrauded nothing, and at the Food Bank were asked "are you homosexuals?" and when we replied honestly, we were given a stack of paperwork, not food.

When called into the office, the Str8 Married wanted to know just two things:  1) did we live together; 2) were we 'more than just roommates.'

GAY RIGHTS MOMENT IN HISTORY:  "We're monogomous. We're comitted.  We're married.  We love each other!' my spouse at the time, Marcus McKibben exclaimed, politely as always, and with that we were summarily dismissed, handed our PINK SLIPS (perhaps a 'metaphor' for their desire we do Drag?)

I've never worn womens' clothing, never would, never will, never a moment of desire for Drag as the Str8 married drag us through the mud of their own slinging.

We survived on prickly-pears found in the many odd undevelopable canyons of the San Diego geology, and a giant orange tree, just ONE BRANCH with many hundreds of oranges falling into the back yard, overhanging the fence, the neighbors' tree, the neighbors' fruit, is that 'stealing' too?  Please forgive.

The jobs recruiter was brother-in-law of the employment counselor who said, "don't bother asking for services from that one.''

Meanwhile the Legislators were passing laws to outlaw Day Labor, "Papers! Papers!" like Sgt Schultz from Hogan's Heroes re-runs, unleashing their GESTAPO to arrest anybody for doing REAL WORK, insead of what they do, paperFAKEwork, paying selves the most.

70% of the people I grew up with Gay, dead, or drunks, or addics, or incarcerated, or murdered or suicided, can't vote to change it. Genocide.

I can vote, and my vote should count for all of them, and the many thousands nobody spoke-up for, that nobody knew, cuz they always hid, in fear.

I never hid in a closet, cowering behind a woman, never lived a double-life, never learned the perverse discipline of cheating and lieing, never 'came out of' anything, never a 'closet' of deception to hide within.  I'm just me, Gay with PRIDE.

The blood-guilt of 'the system' that has yet to defend the Gay Married, has yet to grant equality, has yet to enact protections or defenses for GLBTQ youths and elders alike, is what religions have invested in. That's their legacy, their 'tithe' unto their nations, blood-guilt, every credential from their many thousands of colleges and universities steeped in blood-guilt, which they bring to employers and governments, enacting policies to 'pretect' themselves to invest in more blood-guilt.

WHAT IS BLOODGUILT?  Our cellphones and computers are made from oars, minerals extracted, mined from the earth. Some of those minerals come from the Congo where miners are being slaughtered for want of pay.  We need products free of blooguilt.  Thats what "kosher" means, bloodguilt-free.

We need policies and laws that are bloodguilt-free, too. Please give to Washington United For Marriage for me, and you.

Thank you, kind regards always,
Clayton Winton

MY GAY PRAYER

AllThings, great and small,
adored by thy many places and names;
we are thankful to all who came before,
providing systems of nuture,
'daily bread,' past, present and future,
sacrifice and defense to serve,
protect, and lead us not to extinction: the
deception of intolerance, viewing diversity
as 'offense' and 'trespass' again, though
we walk in the 'shadow' of that history, we
strive to teach the ways of acceptance and
forgiveness;
PeaceOnEarth will come, together we make
'heavens' and 'earths' as one, faith in
each other be our PRIDE as thy power and glory,
forever and ever. Amen.
CLAYTON LEON WINTON

Gay Marriage Hoax

Washington Legislators photo-op'd from atop Gay Oppression, as usual, and, also as usual, during an election year, fomented many divides, taking money from all sides, million$ and million$ of 'donations' to political PARTY's ... ZERO TO GAYS.

No Gay or Lesbian people will benefit. None. Zero. Zip. Zilch. Nada.

But our time, resources, efforts, and most importantly (all HigherEd Legislators care about) OUR MONEY consumed by them.

It's the silliest racket ever devised. Claim to be 'helping' and 'liberating,' while concocting a massive SCAPEGOAT, a DIVERSION, it's about funding campaigns, not helping oppressed Gay people or addressing issues of EQUALITY at all. It's about themselves, their careers, their families, their 'values,' not ours.

The so-called ''Gay Marriage'' 'law' enacted in Washington is nothing more than a license for those whom HATE us to be EXEMPT from EQUALITY, to continue HATING us.

-- meanwhile, those religious groups, fanatics masquerading as 'moderates,' have put together one of the largest TREASURE CHESTS of 'political contributions' in history, funding Democrats to HATE US, and Republicans, to HATE US. A MANdated referendum BY Legislators FOR Legislators, to suck-off million$ from We The People, and after it's over, Gay Marriage will be illegal, and HigherEd Legislators will boo-hoo for photo-ops getting rich as usual, their massive deception, their SCAPEGOAT the religious orgasm of hatred: referendum. What a scam.

-- '' ... we tried, but this is democracy!''
-- '' ... we did everything to stop oppression, but the will of the people has spoken!''

Everybody knows it will 'play-out' that way. That tired-old scam wasn't concocted overnight, HigherEd devised it in 1806 to oppress POCs and WOMEN. Same shit, different century, re-worded. How convenient.

Dear President Hu Jintao PRC

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Dear President Hu Jintao, general secretary of the CPC Central Committee, president of the People's Republic of China, chairman of the Central Military Commission;

Jew and LGBT people were marched to death camps together. Israel protects the equality of LGBT people today for that reason.

Hateful religious oppression of LGBT people is the motivation behind refusals to recognize Israel as a State, aiding attacks against it, religion conspiring with religion today, with their own agenda of conspiring against each other tomorrow, agendas which are not peaceful, and, costing all governments dearly, hurting China too.

We seem to be going it alone. It seems that way. We love China, the PRC, but we do not have your assurances that you will help defend Israel's defense of LGBTs.

Can you reassure us? Let us know you are not supporting the hateful-religious oppressors of LGBTs whom foment attacks against Israel? The issues are inseperable.

Please reassure us. We love and need you.

Kind Regards,
Clayton Winton
Spokane, WA, USA

Censoring 'Gay' at Public Library (cont'd)

To:

Shar Lichty, BSW
Peace and Justice Action League of Spokane
Outreach Coordinator
Americorps/VISTA
509-838-7870
slichty@pjals.org
www.pjals.org

Re: Newport Library issue with Gay Pride Spokane search

From:
Clayton Winton

Thank you, Shar, however, the "call somebody else" routine is the run-around every gay man gets at the Newport Library. Nobody should have to ask permission to click a link from a Google search for GAY PRIDE SPOKANE.

Nobody should have to go to Admin, in a silent room, tell them they need GAY ACCESS.

Nobody should then have to wait for somebody to enter a password to bypass a CENSOR screen because they are GAY.

You know how a Google search is, if you look up GAY PRIDE, there might be a few dozen links you'd like to research. Wrong stuff? Well, too bad, the censor screen came up, you had to go ask permission, wait, they entered the password to bypass the censor screen, then you find-out it's the wrong info., so you click another link, another CENSOR block, go back to Admin ...

TIME'S UP -- you only get one hour.

We Gay people are CENSORED from PRIDE and GAY HISTORY at a Public Library in Newport, WA, and given the endless-run-around, call here, ask this, ask that, call somebody ELSE.

They sure 'sound reasonable' though. lol

It's discrimination. Period. Blatant. It's censorship. It's hate.

Please, before somebody gets so frustrated they go 'postal,' help me end the censorship, the discrimination, the hate.

Thank you, and kind regards, always,
Clayton Winton

Gay Marriage Anniversary

In response to:

EDGE Gay Blog
The Sky Has Yet to Fall in Mass.
Posted on May 17, 2011 by Michael K. Lavers

-- "Today is the seventh anniversary of marriage equality in Massachusetts."


MY WORDS:

Clayton Winton says:

May 18, 2011 at 5:26 pm (but it's 9:49AM here)


The courage to speak out, to dissent against Legislators’ religious-preferential-treatment which has quagmired courts well into the next century, is a BelovedTreasure, a Freedom taken for-granted all-to-often.

They teach us to say we are ‘equal,’ yet deny us the equal opportunities to unite our love through marriage, offering ‘alternatives’ instead which are Jim Crow-isms, ‘seperate-but-equal’ which is neither equal-marriage nor equality; deny health insurance plans due to sexual-orientation, hire us last and fire us first, and we can’t even serve in the clergy to dispute or interpret the obvious misinterpretations of liturgy that teaches hatred against us.

Until we can marry in the same churches that claim we must ‘apologize’ for being ‘gay’ in order to ‘reap the benefits of heaven,’ until our love is recognized as non-gender-specific just as ‘theirs’ is; then we are not ‘equal,’ we are second-class citizens in a fake ‘classless-society’ worldwide.

Both Christdom and Islamdom think if a Gay person ‘apologizes properly,’ then they may go to ‘heaven’, which means they will no longer be ‘gay’, but ‘fixed.’

There can be no such place as ‘heaven’ without gay people in it, or it’s a place of hate.

Kind Regards,
Clayton Winton
Priest River, ID, USA

Don't pull funding from universities that offer benefits to gay partners

-- reprinted WITH PERMISSION of the author to me for re-posting here in my blog:

Guest Commentary: Don't pull funding from universities that offer benefits to gay partners

By:
Trevor R. Thomas
brief bio:

Media Matters for America
Director of External Affairs · May 2011 to present · Washington, District of Columbia

Equality Matters
Director of Programs · Jan 2011 to May 2011 · Washington, District of Columbia

Servicemembers Legal Defense Network
Director of Communications · Apr 2010 to Jan 2011 · Washington, D.C.

Human Rights Campaign
Deputy Director, Communications · Oct 2007 to Apr 2010 · Washington, D.C.

Published: Monday, May 16, 2011, 7:00 AM Updated: Monday, May 16, 2011, 7:55 AM

By Trevor Thomas
"I was 19 years old when I came out. It was 2004. I had driven from my campus apartment at Grand Valley State to my parents’ house in Marne in the same Chevy Camaro I had once contemplated running into a tree. The altar-boy at St. Mary’s Catholic Church (third grade through sophomore year) knew that homosexuality was a sin, but suicide was, too.
Mom sat on the couch and Dad on the love seat. I debated if I should use the word "gay" -- which I despised for its stigma -- or "homosexual."

"I went with gay. Mom pulled my college funding.

"Fast forward seven years later, it's not all that much different today with Dave Agema, my hometown representative, trying to pull funding from public universities across the state. Agema's recent amendment to an education budget bill will penalize our state schools and universities five percent if they offer any kind of financial assistance to lesbian and gay couples.

"This is homophobia in action and it is hurting our kids and our state. Michigan's unemployment rate continues to rank worst in the nation. Thousands have lost their jobs and their pensions cut (including members of my own family), and anyone with a job is in fear of being the next on the chopping block. And we've been steadily losing population since 2006, according to the 2010 census report.

"Our state desperately needs to attract young people as so many choose to attend schools and find much needed experience out of state. The homophobia isn't helping. The Grand Rapids Press pointed out in a recent editorial that opposition to gay and lesbian partner benefits is the "wrong direction for Michigan as it seeks to broaden its appeal to young people in particular."

"We must recruit and educate the best and the brightest talent for our area schools and universities -- not push people away with discriminatory measures. The generation of our parents helped put the world on wheels; we cannot allow a bigoted amendment to stop our path to progress.

"Luckily, there are signs of hope from the Corporate Equality Index, which rates many of our nation’s leading companies on inclusive policies and benefits. The Big Three, for example, have always ranked at the top, recognizing the critical need to train and attract the best work force on the planet -- including lesbian, gay, bisexual and transgender people.

"Of the four companies in America jumping more than 30 points to attain 100 percent scores in 2011, two are from west Michigan: Steelcase Inc. and Kellogg Co. Both are leading the way in the private sector with a strong corporate ethos that recognizes that for their employees, this isn’t about “rights.” It’s about punching the clock and making sure their partner can get a mammogram or their kid can get a cavity filled.

"Even President Gerald R. Ford, Grand Rapids' “hometown son,” advocated for acceptance and recognition of for our gay brothers and sisters. In 2002, Ford joined the advisory board of the Republican Unity Coalition, a group of gay and straight allies working for more acceptance of LGBT Americans and issues within the Republican Party. At the time, Ford was asked by Detroit News reporter Deb Price if gay couples should receive equal benefits and he replied, “I think they ought to be treated equally. Period.”


"Mr. Agema should look to our corporate neighbors and our local leaders and stop his legislative gay-bashing. Life is already full of challenges. God knows it is not easy for struggling youth who grow up feeling different -- myself included.

"In 2004, The Press published a letter I penned about my own struggles and an incident where strangers in a car tried to humiliate me for simply being myself -- a gay man. At the time I wrote, "I understood where they were coming from. I, too, once thought those thoughts. But now I see things differently. I see a life, certainly harder, but a life of shamelessness. A life of hope.

"Since then I have come into my own as a gay man and as a professional. My parents, too, have come a long way. I plan to return to Michigan soon. And I hope by the time I do, Dave Agema and other legislators will realize that laws that reinforce stigma don’t just kill jobs in our state, they can kill people. I understand this stigma. I’ve lived it, and before coming out I had even believed it. We must end the bullying and end Mr. Agema’s crusade against gay and lesbian people, now."

Trevor Thomas, a Marne native, works for Equality Matters, a group working for LGBT equality in Washington, D.C.

------OnEdit: fixed some paragraph breaks; 2ndOnEdit, fixed last paragraph break

Heather , the wrongs of 'labeling'

HEATHER ! Another name being molested into a derogatory LABEL to accuse gay people of being 'worse' than 'straights'. (more below)
35 minutes ago via Mobile Web


While growing up Gay, I got a figurative 40 LASHES A DAY, subtle comments about that, followed by comments about being blonde. If I were female, gay and blonde AND named "Heather," I'd probably have killed myself.
32 minutes ago via Mobile Web

I loved the movie, "Heathers," a 'cult classic,' as the saying goes, it's great entertainment, with alot of social imagry making for BIG statements in SMALL packages, best kinds of films there are.
29 minutes ago via Mobile Web

I know several women of that name, and I can just 'feel' the 'insecurity-vibe' developing in their 'straight' personas around gay people now, a form of pre-approved-4-discrimination 'clause' sweeping the social circuit, reverse imagry, 'gays' btaking the blame (as though we don't make 'straights' uncomfortable already, AS IS).
25 minutes ago via Mobile Web

THE same 'take it on the chin' and 'turn the other cheek' kinda 'vibe' when somebody uses the 'n-word' or the 'fag' label, or, since I'm blonde, makes "stupid blonde" innuendi in their so-called 'laughs,' no different than stealing crutches from cripples and calling it a 'joke' as they crawl away.
22 minutes ago via Mobile Web

And today, I see a bunch of new FB-usernames, like, "Heather Feather" sending 'friend requests' to my friends, leaving me wondering why? Why do they hide behind fake names? ARE THEY ASHAMED OF WHO THEY ARE? Or trying to shame us?
19 minutes ago via Mobile Web

We Gay people of the world (Gaylandis) have been the butt of 'straight' 'jokes,' set-up for failure, marched to death camps, economically and 'spiritually' CAST-OUT and denied equality, turned into human-experiments so often, so much, it's hard not to see the obvious patterns of USURY ...
14 minutes ago via Mobile Web

GAY DEFAMATION LEAGUE, Get it Gurl?
13 minutes ago via Mobile Web

Kind Regards, always,
Clayton Winton

-- (echoed from my FacebookWall, as I wrote it, typos and all)

GAY PURGE: Pastor says "gays should die"

Clayton Winton
Pastor says : "KILL GAYS" FROM ARTICLE: Is a "Kill The Gays" bill headed for New York City?

At Sunday’s anti-gay marriage rally in New York City, sponsored by the National Organization For Marriage, one pastor, Rev. Ariel Torres Ortega of Radio Visión Cristiana, told the several thousand people in attendance that gays should die.

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MY COMMENT:

-- DEATH CAMPS 4QT , Christdom and Islamdom want 'peace' and that's the only thing they agree with.
http://thenewcivilrightsmovement.com/kill-the-gays-nyc-gays-should-die-says-pastor-at-nom-marriage-r
thenewcivilrightsmovement.com
12 minutes ago


This sentiment is growing, religions more rabid than ever, as I've said over and over and over, right here in FB, writing "FreedomPsalms" 4TheGurlz.

1000/babies born per day with HIV, the cost of anti-viral drug therapy is $15,000/yr, and the numbers of new infections are increasing, not 'decreasing,' but increasing. Funds, donated or 'granted,' have gone from 3% of total towards Administration costs, to as much as 90% to paperwork pushers making 'careers' claiming they are 'helping,' but only doing it for the photo-op, to profit from atop the rubble, misery and grief.

Gay Purges are in full-operation in many countries through-out the world right now. Most of it is economics, subtle, victims being blamed for 'self-destruction' after being targeted.

And it's occuring within US communities, also.

We are at war; an ugly evil declared against us, neither asked for nor wanted, but that's where we are right now.

As the healthcare costs increase, funds for Gay issues decrease, and of that decreased-$ amount, most is consumed by career-oriented paperwork-pushers and talkers, whom have never held the hands of the dieing, never spoon-fed the ill, never had the courage of a Drag Queen to raise a dollar to pay for quality-of-life items such as cable-TV for terminal patients, or 'Shock-n-Awe' awareness for the heroes defending freedom in the military.

We must set-aside our petty differences, unite in Harvey Milk's "rainbow of diversity" and build a PeaceBridge, a RingAroundTheWorld, our ARMS AROUND THE WORLD, in love with equality, with Humanity, the entire HumanityFamily.

there is NO OTHER WINNABLE OPTION.

Kind Regards, always,
Clayton Winton
2 minutes ago

==== OnEdit: 'christom' s/b 'christdom' typo fixed above

N'night Gaylandis (worldwide gay popultn), N'night MFRK, delightful dreams, morning hearts warm like the sun ... :)

European Public Policy Blog: Join us in fighting for freedom of expression

European Public Policy Blog: Join us in fighting for freedom of expression

Death of Gay-friendly Father

Death of Gay-friendly Father

My ex-lover’s cat, Rama, died. I’d cared for him 18 years. I went out to a gay bar I’ve been going to for decades, Dempsey’s Brass Rail in Spokane, WA., although not a ‘bar=person.’ I just needed the comfort of friends, my ex-lover absent for a decade.

I was doing some house-sitting in Spokane, why I was in the city, months of Nov-Jan., off and on, a couple weeks here and there. While in town, I visited Dempsey’s, my heart ‘dead,’ as far as looking for romance goes, nobody and nothing ‘attractive’ to me, in years. And met a Drag Queen, not much of a fan of Drag, but with each visit, this particular performer warmed my heart, gradually healing wounds, bruises I thought were unhealable.

I watched him perform, talked to him a few times, met him, enjoyed everything about it, though did not become ‘close,’ but after Rama died, I thought I might like to try to be his friend, to get to know him. It took me a couple months just to admit to myself I was attracted. I thought that part of me had died too.
At Dempsey’s, an old friend Mark was there. I was there to have my heart warmed, and excited to tell him, and he interrupted to break it, telling me how Father Gigl SJ, PhD, was in intensive care. He’d introduced me to him not last decade, but the decade before. I kept trying to change subjects, because the news jolted me, threatened to erase the healing of my heart that I’d been struggling to heal for years. But he’d tell me to ‘listen,’ and I know it wasn’t to be mean, but because nobody had heard him and he was worried and grieving. So I did, I listened, and consoled as best I could.

My favorite performer came on-stage, and even so, I listened.

At the Care Center, the next day and every day, I held Father’s hand as he lay dieing. We had a very personal, confidential friendship, confidants with one another, my theological background and his own butting heads, he ashamed of my ‘gayness,’ embarrassed to be around me in the presence of ‘straights,’ due to all the insinuations, raised eyebrows, accusations and outright hateful rumormongerings. I knew that. I always struggled with it. It hurts.

And so I struggled with it, as he did, while holding his hand while he lay dieing. Every day for a couple weeks, I’d hold it together, emotionally, uplift he and I, telling him about one of the most wonderful people I’d ever met, someone with inner beauty, cute in and out, in so many ways, things I’d noticed right off the bat, every time he performed, when we’d chat briefly, occasional hugs of hello or goodbye.

And even while dieing, Father was ashamed of my ‘gayness,’ embarrassed that some stranger, a nurse, an aide, a visitor, might accuse him, judge him, because of me.

Every day, I told him more. Little at a time. I told him the first cute thing I noticed about him, “MFRK,” a stage-name, Miss Freedom Rights Kaine, was that he moved quickly, not a fake ‘majesty’ holier-than-thou ‘get-out-of-my-way’ while blocking isles or doorways or stairs type o person, but one that waited patiently, then moved quickly through openings in the crowd as not to disrupt or bother any one. And that is so cute.

And I told him that he doesn’t have that fake smile of self-important types, that he smiles genuinely, a wonderful smile, the smile of a cute person, someone I admire.

And I told him he was physically attractive too, and, whispering, softly, I told him he even has a cute little butt.

Father shifted uncomfortably, eyes darting around the room momentarily. I didn’t want to make him uncomfortable. “That’s enough of that,” he muttered. And the shame he felt for me for geing gay, burned in me.

I’d start over another day, because in telling him, while holding the hand of a dieing man, one of the hardest things a person may do in life, my love for MFRK helped me through, and more importantly, constructed a bridge over a massive divide between clergy and Gay, something all of our long confidential discussions over the years could never do.

The fourth cute thing I noticed about MFRK was he was attentive to the room, noticed who was doing what, not for attention to see who was ‘admiring’ him, but obviously because he was aware of more important issues, security, safety, and who may need assistance, or just a friendly encouraging word.

On some days, Father couldn’t stop moaning, the pain too great. I’d try to tell him wonderful things, anything to take his mind off the misery.

The fifth cute thing I noticed about MFRK is his kindness and respect for others, which relates back to the fourth cute thing, a sign of wisdom and compassion, concerned that the actions and words of others, including his own may cause discomfort, so out of respect he strived to be aware of that, and that quality of human existence is so cute, very cute.

The sixth cute thing I noticed about MFRK, was he has a unique and cute dance style, a discipline all his own, not something he ‘just happened’ to ‘discover,’ nor copied from a video, but an intense admiration of the art, and years of working at it, and that is so cute.

Father smiled. He was listening, even through the pain. He appreciated that. Was he starting to see? Was the other-side of that gulf visible from that figurative bridge?

He thinks Gay people are ‘weak,’ and ‘undisciplined,’ and need beg ‘forgiveness’ for their ‘sin.’ I think different. He never wanted to hear it. He just ‘knew’ what was ‘right,’ according to his Jesuit training, and all else was ‘bunk,’ not even ‘worth’ listening to.

“There can’t be a place called ‘Heaven’ without MFRK in it, Father, without Gay people in it, Father, our love is just as real is anyone else’s, our art, our history, our compassion, our talents, our existence just as EQUAL.”

And we’d had that discussion many times before, different words, different days, different moods, different circumstances. While dieing, those words, those thoughts, regardless of words, might have greater significance.

I told him the seventh cute thing I noticed about MFRK is how he sits, cute people sit a ‘certain way’ no matter how relaxed or poised, and he’s just cute.

He laughed, and I know it wasn’t at me. He knew. He understood. He was ‘getting it’ about me. And I cried, hugged him, told him I loved him. Then he got irritated, and said he wasn’t going to listen to anymore, stuggling with inner=pains.

I told him MFRK also displays another cute quality, he listens.

He laughed. Heart melting.

I sang him “Our Father,” and no matter what anybody says, under those circumstances, softly in his ear, anybody that says it’s “not appropriate” is just plain wrong.

And I sang it every day to him, because that’s what connected him to Earth, to humanity, what he knew most, and I took years of my life to learn about it, all of it, in respect not just for him, but for Jesuits the world over, with just as much scholarly diligence as the numerous other religions I have studied, seeking the ‘root’ which had gone ‘bad,’ fomenting hatred of Gays.

The Good Works of humans, the Human Family, what I call the HumanityFamily, is made by HANDS, and I told him MFRK has cute hands too.

He smiled. Looked me in the eye, touched my cheek, “You love him.”

“Uh,” I hadn’t admitted it yet, I choked up, “I guess so, Father.

“Doesn’t matter how he feels, you keep loving him, never stop.”

“I won’t, Father. I won’t. And he’s forgiving, Father, the cutest part of being cute there is.”

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Obama's UN Gay Rights Presentation

You'd think I'd be delighted. I'm not. A life-long Gay Rights / Human Rights Advocate, but I'm not impressed with the Obama Admin's presentation regarding Gay Rights to the UN Human Rights Council. I'll tell you why:

Here's a text I've sent hundreds, if not thousands of times, worldwide, quoting myself:

"they beat us and they rape us, hire us last and fire us first, deny equal opprtunities to defend Freedom and to marry, and legislate protections only for the religions that teach such HATRED against us."

Before explaining more, let me share something with you:

Before they bashed my boyfriend, before I held him traumatized in my arms for a month feeding him through straws, before that ... I'd talk about him with adoration, adoringly, proudly, with affection, with love. They got nastier and nastier somewhere between figuring-out I was talking about loving someone 'gay,' and, POC (PersonOfColor).

-- (I'll continue with that shortly)

On my Facebook page, I wrote the following additional thoughts about it:

#
Clayton Winton I have some issues with the UN presentation: 1) it's a bit too conveniently timed; 2) it misses the mark; 3) the only gay advocates jumping for joy make money celebrating paperwork and making a big deal out of it, but this won't improve quality-of-life for one single gay person anywhere in the world., and that is FAILURE. 4) the President can go before the UN and have a resolution drafted within days to go kill people, usually to protect the same hateful religionists that kill gay people, but to the UN Human Rights Commission at the start of an election cycle, he presents a 'nice speech' and 'flowery words' that won't help a single gay person, anywhere in the world (except those getting funding claiming they are 'fixing' it).

Should I be jumping for joy? Did you get the equal opportunity today to marry? To defend Freedom? Than it's lip-service.
12 minutes ago
#
Clayton Winton Did this 'Obama big speech' give you the equal opportunity today to go work for the clergy and set the matter straight, to stop the hatred at it's source? Then it's lip-service.
10 minutes ago
#
Clayton Winton Instead, resources are consumed protecting hateful-religionists by UN Resolution that kill gay people. This is smoke-n-mirrors, unfortunately, but it sure 'sounds-reasonable' and makes for a 'nice' photo-op. It's about image-making, not Freedom.
8 minutes ago

-- (now to continue:)

-- Oddly, even some 'gay' and some POCs were brainwashed to be uncomfortable about it, too, avoided me. Talked shit about me after learning about it, as if paid to be mean, meaner, meanest. They called me names, sometimes right in front of me, such as "n*gger-lover", and "the n*igger-loving-f*g" --

-- and the 'n-word' is a word born in hate, so there's no honest way to 'spin' that, 'shake it off,' as it was said always with doubly-hateful intent, regardless of the word 'lover' being included in the phrase. I used to get the same crap from whites over Latino companions of mine, both male and female, but not with quite as much venom. Just as hateful, yes, but these people were trained to have some form of 'gag-reflex' at the thought of both 'black' AND 'gay'.

-- Even those claiming they were being 'funny' were making subtle derogatory 'cuts' and laughing as I squirmed. So when I firstly met MFRK and heard alot of the same things, I didn't want to know him, they'd take their hate out on him, subtly, and I don't want to feel badly either, made to squirm, like before feeding my bashed POC boyfriend with straws, because it stirs-up the trauma, and gives me nightmares that somebody might use me as the excuse to bring the same hate to him, just by knowing him.

-- Just by wanting to get to know him. I brought my boyfriend to Spokane from Los Angeles to visit, and I think the hateful followed us to LA to harass us, and here I'm back in Spokane and years later and although lots of money has been spent on people making careers out of 'fixing' neo-nazi issues, it seems they stirred up other issues to get more funding for future careers in the lucrative tax-payer funded 'anti-hate' BUSINESS, and that's exactly what it is, business. Mostly, it seems, it's a front to protect the religions which teach hate for gays to begin with.

-- It just seems that way. Like all they have to do is rile-up some bitter unthinking disgruntled teen to spray paint some swaztikas on a bus to secure several more years' worth of funding, give themselves a raise in the process big-salaries, claiming they are addressing all kinds of 'hate' but prepping the next agitator to spray paint symbols or bash a 'f*g' for $s and photo-ops for themselves.

-- Maybe that's not the way it works but it sure seems that way. After all, these funded groups work closely with or got degrees from or are members of the same religions that teach HATE for gays, Jews too for that matter. They'll say anything, then accuse you of 'not understanding,' hiding behind the 1stAmend, abusing religious-freedom as an excuse to abuse the free-expressions of everyone else, with impunity. It's HATE. PERIOD.

-- The fact remains they train us to say we are 'equal' and 'free' but deny us equal opportunities based on their own perverse bedroom invasive crotch/gender analysis, which is an abuse of HUMAN RIGHTS, not just constitutional guarantees disguised as 'religion' -- but an abuse of 1stAmend protections, denying freedom to 'gay' by any name, 'gay' or otherwise, any 'alternative-lifestyle,' denying freedom, which is HATE. PERIOD.

Kind Regards,
Clayton Winton

LogoTV Censored

I'm in Newport, WA, attempting to logon to my LogoTV account, to add an entry to RuPaul's Dragrace Fantasy Team, the one I created called, "SoylentPINK," to update my free-expressions under the discussion I started, called, "Chewed 'n Glued." After entering LogoTV's website addy, I get a message that says the site is blocked (censored) due to 'inappropriate content.'

I asked the librarian. "It's about the kids!"

Afraid they'll be EXPOSED to GAY people, I asked?

RuPaul?

Me?

I asked who do I get 'permission' from, and was told it's pointless, there isn't even a 'complaint form' or 'complaint department.' "How convenient," I exclaimed, "Don't they know what is going on in the Egypt over censoring internet content? Isn't free speech more important than their petty prejudices?"

It's outrageous.

And these people wonder why citizens take up arms and start shooting Legislators, hiding dissent, calling anybody that disagrees 'mentally disturbed,' just like Ahmedinijad of Iran. They'll say anything that 'sounds-reasonable' as they prove HATE, then substitute-blame anything and anybody else as a diversion from their bigotry.

So, instead of entering my latest entry about RuPaul's Dragrace, my Fantasy TEAM called, "SoylentPINK," I will continue the discussion I started, called, "Chewed 'n Glued," here in my blog, and copy/paste it over to LogoTV's link-through to Ffarazzi dot com, later. (Maybe I should fly to Iran? Not even CHINA censors LOGOTV internet content, for cryin' out loud!)

I think it's very typical of Obama-style 'leadership' -- all LIP-SERVICE, no substance.

So, here is my latest entry. I made notes while sitting at Jammer's bar in downtown Priest River, ID., last night, while watching a hockey game and Final Score, an ESPN presentation (I wonder when those 'hooligans' will be censored for 'contributing to global warming by melting ice!')

Here goes:

This one's for you, Miss Freedom Rights Kaine:

Fan Meal 'n Sushi Heals

"Well, what I heard was ..."

"Stop!" I said. "Just stop. It's a viscious lie. Everything you are saying is to denigrate that performer right there -- that one -- in the pathetic attept at making yourself-out to 'look' or 'feel' SUPERIOR. And that performer, "'Miss Thang'" to you, is Miss Freedom Rights Kaine, who for damned sure isn't spreading rumors talking shit about you, and never forget it."

I snapped my fingers and 'sashayed away,' chuckling, I'm easy-going, but I was irritated by it.

I think they're just jealous because I said I was fond of him, MissFree. They'd say the same about anyone, and have, I'm sure. Speak highly of someone, and they chew you up for it. Say you love someone, they hate you for it. If they make someone squirm, they laugh, make someone upset, they laugh even harder. It's SADISTIC.

I heard the same crap about Shangela, just because I said he's the cutest and has the beest demeanor and should win RuPaul's Dragrace.

It wasn't long before they were focusing their gossip on me, just because I'd defended Drag Queens, not any one in particular, but defended, instead of chewed-up as they do. I defend, they ridicule and scorn.

Even among some, emphasis on 'some', Drag Queens, they are so used to hearing crap, double-pointed tongues, tongues of serpeants, they are inclined to interpret compliments as "flattery-with-designs," the motivation being fucking 'em, cheating on their boyfriends or wifes, cheating on someone, turning 'em into CHEAP TRICK s to relegate to a hidden past that's lied about.

I'm none of that, and recommend to any and all not to get played into it. Or you become FAN MEAL. Doesn't matter if it's Drag Queens or neighbors, co-workers or family, it makes you feel chewed-up, consumed by subtle hatreds, tainting your natural optimistic reality of life -- then it's up to you to glue yourself back together again ...

"...with a little help from your friends ..."

-- and that lyric should be ammended to include "aquaintances" (like me, and maybe, someday, some how, some way, YOU, whomever 'you' may be.)

What I like about Yara on RuPaul's Dragrace IS that sassy Latin persona. Meanwhile, the jelaous (I keep misspelling that, oh well) -- the jealous ridicule and scorn him for it. Keep up the good work, Yara.

People that I've worked with and even relatives and some 'friends' refer to Drag Queens as "it's." They thought they'd tease me, all in 'good fun' (to them), saying things like, "How could you be attracted to it!?"

I explained that people are NOT 'its.'

They get red in the face and fake smiling, spouting versions of the old Puritanical argument that a 'he' is a 'he' and a 'she' is a 'she' so everything else is an 'it.'

I quoted Carmen from RuPaul's Dragrace (was it Carmen?) what I like about Carmen best, (was it Carmen? Hmmm ...) and said, "If you want to see REAL GIRLS, GO TO THE MALL," chuckling.

Then, after a bit more discussion, they obfuscated their original derogatory remarks and hateful attempts at denying it, by saying they were not referring to the person (RuPaul, MissFreedom, Yara, Drag Queens, etc.,) as "its" but the situation, then tried acting all "offended" , accusatory, like I was the one being 'hateful' for 'accusing' them of such a thing. "How could you be attracted to it! As in the situation!"

These people will say anything. They don't think too quickly. Like I was born yesterday. Good heavens! I wasn't about to get involved in a 'he-said, she-said' squabble, only to get played-into that mindphukery trap of them concocting an excuse to claim I am "so argumentative!" and "unreasonable/crazy", afterwards only to go talk crap about me to everyone they know as a diversion from me calling 'em out on their prejudice.

Diversity is like Sushi. An aquired taste, perhaps. That heals. Ancient. Healthy. Nourishing.

I wonder if MissFree is listening? Has heard MY WORDS? I don't have a 'goal' for watching his performances. It's not a sexual motivation. Although I know that if I said it was, I'd get chewed, "How could you be attracted to IT?" -- which is derogatory towards Miss Freedom Rights Kaine, denigrating both of us. I'm not a sexually-motivated persona, regardless, and I'm sure his motivations for performing aren't sexually-motivated either. Obviously.

-- Detroit 4, Florida 3 -- Final Score -- (Like I said, I was taking notes while watching a hockey game)

RuPaul knows about those kinds of things, what I just wrote about. Sometimes I wonder if his contestants do -- or, as Viveca says, "cUntestAnts," due to some nastiness, bad mouthing, the stuff I've mentioned. And that's one of the best performers ever, Viveca (sp?), distanced by all the chewing, tiring of all the glueing.

Viveca is as pretty as Shangela, but Shangela is cuter. Viveca has the presence of mind to at least strive to rise above the bitchy chewing. But one thing about the nasty's, it's contagious, and Drag Queens have a tendency to out-do one another, both in costumes, performance, bitchy remarks, even bed, distancing the audience in the process. I'm inclined to think so, anyway. Prove me wrong, please.

Sushi heals.

One thing about the Fan Meal base is the diversity. All the 'cute boys' and cute Asian women. A straight/gay mix of healing delight. Not all Asians like Sushi, of course, but the historic biases continues, subtly, against 'gays,' against Latinos, blacks, Indians, Native or Asian, the fan-base always gets turned into Fan Meal, so these demographics are always "special guests" welcomed with open-arms at Drag Shows. I love seeing Asian women at the clubs. Wish there were more.

There's no such thing as 'gay bars' anymore, just bars that don't discriminate, where some of the people (not "it's!") that go there happen to be 'gay' -- or 'gay-ish' -- ('gay' is just another LABEL).

Sushi Heals, indeed.

And guys like MissFree are freely excercising their rights, and I love, to my last breath, defending that freedom.

Some of these people I've talked about, think that if they watch RuPaul's Dragrace, or LogoTV, or go to a bar where there might be some 'gay people,' or 'drag queens,' that other people might think ...

... That's how self-absorbed they are; how fearful; petty; can't even excercise their freedoms without getting played-into other peoples' assumptions, as they imagine it in their own heads, guilt by association, free-associations used as psychological weapons against each other, too inhibited to exercise their freedom, their rights; that insecure and lieing about it, the REAL definition of "In The Closet," which has nothing to do with 'gayness.'

These are the people that speak with the double-pointed tongues of serpeants, SNAKES, and using those double-pointed tongues as NAILS, they hammer one 'jesu' Drag Queen after another as a 'negative' against their merciless positive-cross-signs in their hateful positiveness; learning the words from church but missing the point of the entire 'christ' concept in that hateful positiveness.

=- "Must be positive-minded!" they feverishly chant night and day, subliminally reinforcing the 'nasty's', as though it's a 'good thing,' and not brainwashing.

I devoted years of my life to those who were POSITIVE, many succumbing to HIV/AIDS. I volunteered at my own time and expense, meanwhile, I got fired from my job, accussed of displaying POSITIVE-symptoms of "gayness," told that the workforce was made to FEEL "uncomfortable" knowing that being in the presence of a 'gay' would possibly make them POSITIVE.

I don't have HIV. I'm negative. And they can take their two-dimensional, negative/positive tiny-minded ways of thinking, that hateful formula of dividing, of intolerance, that brainwashing Fan Meal and regurgitate IT and ITs themselves.

I'll take Drag Queens over that any day.

I'll watch LogoTV over that, any day.

I'll watch RuPaul's Dragrace over that, any day.

Fan Meal 'n Sushi Heals, indeed.

They don't know what real self-esteem is. If you've got it, they LABEL you as 'negatives,' any excuse to teach each other how to be INTOLERANT, subtly, and censor DISSENT. Like this: " Now that we've taught you to be 'positive', here's the list of 'negative people' to HATE, to cast-out as 'not your kinds of people,' to AVOID, to deny equal pursuits of opportunities, life, liberty and happiness, or at least HINDER it.

That's what I love about MissFree and RuPaul's Dragrace, LogoTV and the gay-community as a whole, I have the freedom to at least fantasize through this RuPaul Fantasy Dragrace, SoylentPINK, -- FANmealTASIZE -- that MissFree hasn't succumbed to that 'negative/positive' brainwashing, or at least is striving to overcome it.

-- " ... and god almighty in his unconditional love so hated his creations he cursed 'em with dark skin to punish innocent children for the deeds of the parents!"

And the moral of that biblical story is obviously HowNotToBe -- not how-to-be, but how NOT to.

Of course, those 'positive-minded' people walked away from church learning the wrong message about that as well.

Go see a Drag Show.
Watch some LogoTV.
Spend some time at a so-called 'gay bar'; learn some real tolerance and prove it; prove your acceptance of diversity and make some new friends/aquaintances.

Sure, you might get chewed, turned to Fan Meal, But now you know how to glue yourself back together again. Make Miss Freedom Rights Kaine proud of you as I am of he.

Just remember, Sushi heals.

Kind Regards,
Clayton Winton

Obama: "Elect Hezbollah To Egypt"

"America's word is worthless ... America has lost it."

Israel shocked by Obama's "betrayal" of Mubarak

-- comments I made 5-days ago:

Clayton Leon Winton 5 days ago:


Beshara Beshara and Patrick La Su want FREEDOM.

Me too! ;)

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One of the things not discussed here, so far, is the cost of the so-called 'democracy' being MARKETED, and marketed it is, by those whom PROFIT -- get paid the BIG BUCKS -- claiming they'll 'fix' the problems they themselves instigate.

-- that would be LEGISLATORS, all Higher-Ed 'credentials', an ELITIST CLASS all their own.

The cost of that type of so-called 'representative-government' concocts the most stagnant societies, with the slowest change, endless pie-in-the-sky speeches, mountains of rules, paperwork, endless complications, fees, fines, and the HIGHEST TAXES.

-- and endless excuses for it, always blaming somebody ELSE.

And that is NOT 'freedom.'

For three decades, President Mubarak was beseiged by that marketing-scheme, those conspired Higher-Ed cult-style take-overs of representative 'democracy.'

It doesn't create more 'jobs' for 'just folks' -- it only raises taxes against the poorest to suck the life-blood out of economy concocting that Higher-Ed 'credentialed' ELITIST CLASS at taxpayer expense.

That's how multi-trillion-dollar debts are concocted, spending all future generations of kids' tax-dollars today, on themselves, their paperFAKEwork EMPIRES.

-- there goes REAL productivity;
-- there goes REAL infrustructural development;
-- there goes REAL human development;
-- there goes REAL fast-paced infusions of new technologies, because those Higher-Ed 'credentials' get PAID to do endless cater-lunch photo-op TALK SESSIONS about every single iota of change. There version of 'change' is all WINDOW DRESSING, slower than snails because of it.

This global economy (especially here in the U.S) needs an immediate fast-paced infusion of NEW TECHNOLOGY. Not TALKS about it. Just innovating it and DOING IT RIGHT NOW.

Our quagmire of a 'democracy' comprised of 99% Higher-Ed 'credentialed' ELITISTS won't allow any of it unless they STAGNATE it for the photo-op, making a career out of TALKING about it instead of doing it.

President Mubarak of Egypt truly cares about the people -- all of 'em, and isn't so easily swayed by Higher-Ed's media blitz marketing Higher-Ed FAKE 'democracy' in their global-pursuit of cultish DOMINATION.

That's why Hillary Clinton and President Obama, nor the SecDef or SecState, nor the head of the CIA been on the news demanding Mubarak resign, and that is why continued aide from the U.S. flows to Egypt (and I am not an ObamaTEAM supporter AT ALL, but on this topic I do agree).

The people of Egypt are being stirred, agitated and antagonized by OUTSIDE INFLUENCES, with powerful ties to educational institutions here in the U.S. The very concept of al Qaida evolves as Donald Rumsfeld once said (be it contextually accurate in this instance or otherwise).

Kind Regards,
Clayton Leon Winton

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When it comes to FREEDOM, be it one's own or the greater-picture, Egypt in the SPOTLIGHT -- President Mubarak has been supported because any replacement, currently, will be funded by, paid-for-by, installed by, HatefulReligiousSupremacists curtailing every aspect of YOUR FREEDOMS.

-- from the CLOTHES YOU WEAR or don't wear;
-- to the products you LOVE;
-- to the places you LOVE going;
-- religionists conspire together to HATE YOU for it and PUNISH YOU for it, chanting "love the sinner but hate the sin" while concocting excuses to horn-in to YOUR PRIVATES and PUNISH you for what you LOVE, in their conspired unconditional-HATE.

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In Idaho, I can still enjoy a beer and cigarette at the tavern or bar. Those that HATE my LOVE for those products, however, are still on their typical hate-campaign to OUTLAW it, punishing me with their own conspired hatreds. The only 'unconditional' about 'em is INTOLERANCE -- HATE.

-- any excuse will do.

-- and the Obama Admin and it's supporters goose-step in lock-step with that INTOLERANCE, disguised. There's no 'lesser of two evils' between Democrats and Republicans, just different 'flavors' of HATREDS.

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It's one of those things, from DRAGS to BITCHES -- then again, anywhere in-between. :)

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Irv's tonight, 10-pm, downtown Spokane. Every Wednesday. Always a good show. Which reminds me of how much I love these performers -- I love 'em all. They've won my heart. Good folks and good fun all around. (see below for more).