Tuesday, March 22, 2011

Obama's UN Gay Rights Presentation

You'd think I'd be delighted. I'm not. A life-long Gay Rights / Human Rights Advocate, but I'm not impressed with the Obama Admin's presentation regarding Gay Rights to the UN Human Rights Council. I'll tell you why:

Here's a text I've sent hundreds, if not thousands of times, worldwide, quoting myself:

"they beat us and they rape us, hire us last and fire us first, deny equal opprtunities to defend Freedom and to marry, and legislate protections only for the religions that teach such HATRED against us."

Before explaining more, let me share something with you:

Before they bashed my boyfriend, before I held him traumatized in my arms for a month feeding him through straws, before that ... I'd talk about him with adoration, adoringly, proudly, with affection, with love. They got nastier and nastier somewhere between figuring-out I was talking about loving someone 'gay,' and, POC (PersonOfColor).

-- (I'll continue with that shortly)

On my Facebook page, I wrote the following additional thoughts about it:

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Clayton Winton I have some issues with the UN presentation: 1) it's a bit too conveniently timed; 2) it misses the mark; 3) the only gay advocates jumping for joy make money celebrating paperwork and making a big deal out of it, but this won't improve quality-of-life for one single gay person anywhere in the world., and that is FAILURE. 4) the President can go before the UN and have a resolution drafted within days to go kill people, usually to protect the same hateful religionists that kill gay people, but to the UN Human Rights Commission at the start of an election cycle, he presents a 'nice speech' and 'flowery words' that won't help a single gay person, anywhere in the world (except those getting funding claiming they are 'fixing' it).

Should I be jumping for joy? Did you get the equal opportunity today to marry? To defend Freedom? Than it's lip-service.
12 minutes ago
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Clayton Winton Did this 'Obama big speech' give you the equal opportunity today to go work for the clergy and set the matter straight, to stop the hatred at it's source? Then it's lip-service.
10 minutes ago
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Clayton Winton Instead, resources are consumed protecting hateful-religionists by UN Resolution that kill gay people. This is smoke-n-mirrors, unfortunately, but it sure 'sounds-reasonable' and makes for a 'nice' photo-op. It's about image-making, not Freedom.
8 minutes ago

-- (now to continue:)

-- Oddly, even some 'gay' and some POCs were brainwashed to be uncomfortable about it, too, avoided me. Talked shit about me after learning about it, as if paid to be mean, meaner, meanest. They called me names, sometimes right in front of me, such as "n*gger-lover", and "the n*igger-loving-f*g" --

-- and the 'n-word' is a word born in hate, so there's no honest way to 'spin' that, 'shake it off,' as it was said always with doubly-hateful intent, regardless of the word 'lover' being included in the phrase. I used to get the same crap from whites over Latino companions of mine, both male and female, but not with quite as much venom. Just as hateful, yes, but these people were trained to have some form of 'gag-reflex' at the thought of both 'black' AND 'gay'.


-- Even those claiming they were being 'funny' were making subtle derogatory 'cuts' and laughing as I squirmed. So when I firstly met MFRK and heard alot of the same things, I didn't want to know him, they'd take their hate out on him, subtly, and I don't want to feel badly either, made to squirm, like before feeding my bashed POC boyfriend with straws, because it stirs-up the trauma, and gives me nightmares that somebody might use me as the excuse to bring the same hate to him, just by knowing him.

-- Just by wanting to get to know him. I brought my boyfriend to Spokane from Los Angeles to visit, and I think the hateful followed us to LA to harass us, and here I'm back in Spokane and years later and although lots of money has been spent on people making careers out of 'fixing' neo-nazi issues, it seems they stirred up other issues to get more funding for future careers in the lucrative tax-payer funded 'anti-hate' BUSINESS, and that's exactly what it is, business. Mostly, it seems, it's a front to protect the religions which teach hate for gays to begin with.

-- It just seems that way. Like all they have to do is rile-up some bitter unthinking disgruntled teen to spray paint some swaztikas on a bus to secure several more years' worth of funding, give themselves a raise in the process big-salaries, claiming they are addressing all kinds of 'hate' but prepping the next agitator to spray paint symbols or bash a 'f*g' for $s and photo-ops for themselves.

-- Maybe that's not the way it works but it sure seems that way. After all, these funded groups work closely with or got degrees from or are members of the same religions that teach HATE for gays, Jews too for that matter. They'll say anything, then accuse you of 'not understanding,' hiding behind the 1stAmend, abusing religious-freedom as an excuse to abuse the free-expressions of everyone else, with impunity. It's HATE. PERIOD.

-- The fact remains they train us to say we are 'equal' and 'free' but deny us equal opportunities based on their own perverse bedroom invasive crotch/gender analysis, which is an abuse of HUMAN RIGHTS, not just constitutional guarantees disguised as 'religion' -- but an abuse of 1stAmend protections, denying freedom to 'gay' by any name, 'gay' or otherwise, any 'alternative-lifestyle,' denying freedom, which is HATE. PERIOD.

Kind Regards,
Clayton Winton