Thursday, December 20, 2012

Super SANDS of Time

 SPECTACLES OF ROSE

 -- (blog notes, unedited, intentionally disjointed -- I have only a few minutes at the library)

"Homosexuality is a birth-defect," is the thinking of Supremacists, straight "Str8-Bigotry," as hateful as men labeling women "inferior."  Gay Rights was hookwinked by the unspoken 'facets' of that singular aspect in the Str8 bigots' Court, the "Great Whitey" System of HigherEd's that was against ending slavery, was (and some argue 'still is,') pro-segregation, anti-voting rights for POCs and women, filled with the shrill hymns of churches singing anti Civil Rights verses into the 1980's with Mormons leading.

I was there ... I don't give a fuck how THEY word their 'reasonable-sounding' DENIALS about it.

Hate is hate.  Period.

May the love of GayLandIs find future in their STONEWALLED hearts.

1-in-6 households in the USA hungry, rely upon food assistance programs.  Obesity is HigherEd Systems' most obvious symptom of failure, a sedentary worker system bragged about as "max efficiency," all the while selling their PRODUCT of credentials, diplomas, "job-security" for future-grads at taxpayer expense.  The fatter, the the more gov't funded healthcare "job-security," that is.  And another unspoken all-too-convenient "cover" for HigherEd's own LIFESTYLES of gluttony.

We're $16T in debt.  Creating jobs in the space industry stimulates economy and scientific development (that's a good thing).  Meanwhile, North Korea enters the Space Age with MINIMAL resources, fewer hungry families than us, now, no obese office worker credentialed systems.

Think of it.  It's like cavemen building pyramids.  Or small communities bringing major investors to build businesses and grow local economy.  Here, HigherEd Systems would take a billion dollars, spend it pushing paperwork, never build anything, then send a bill for another ten billion to 'job-secure' their careers talking about working instead of doing any.

Workers didn't design sedentary systems.  Workers didn't concoct paperFAKEwork systems.  Workers didn't ridicule and scorn anybody for SMELLING LIKE WORK, or having dirt on their hands from doing REAL WORK.

I spent many years in offices REDUCING paperwork to conserve resources, while the gluttons concocted more, claiming they-themselves were "indispensible" to productivity.  Not.  "Customers?  What customers?!  We don't have customers!" says the VP of a major bank to me.  Can you imagine?  They think the paperFAKEwork isn't about customers, and make-up their own "benchmarks" to reward themselves raises, perks and benefits at the expense of investors and customers, usually the poorest customers of all are hurt most.

Republicans concocting excuses to be buttfucking Gay Rights will be this new Congress' miasmic intercourse, their "love offering" to "equality," lip-service as usual.  TThey need a serious "image-makeover!"  lol  #sodomized

 -- I think the GOP proved this election once and for all that religious zealotry is an expensive self-absorbtion that hurts the poor.  SYMPATHY VOTE, vote for losers, or, vote for more of the same shit.  And those Legislators are being rewarded for their $8Billion dollar debauchery at 'donors' expense.

 -- Monday I came in to work and my numeric keypad was backwards.  Reversed.  They said "conversion."  Friday I got reviewed "poor productivity" "does not meet".  No raise.  Fuckers.

 -- but they gave themselves one.  Union shop.  I'm not union.

The view out the window of the world that the universe (all of reality) is the one and only deity, a living 'organism' we are all a part of, is affirming one's reality is the one and only existence, therefore what you verify with your five senses in the one and only reality is the only 'truth,' nothing imagined is 'truth,' therefore g-d is real, none before that, or after, the ONLY one.  AllThings.  And everybody is a part of that.  G-d is real, not imagined.  That's why we're all equals by law.  It requires no belief.  You update your opinions as real life experience is actually experienced.  Verified with your five senses. 

 -- meanwhile, the "just believe" crowd, on the other hand, thinks 'truth' is about things imagined, because somebody said so.  He-said, she-said, and all that.  That things unverifiable with one's five-senses is 'truth.'  "Spectacles of Rose," is what I call false philosophies, especially "Positive vs Negative" philosophies by which HigherEd SYSTEMS profit most, especially due to the violence, mass shootings especially, putting on one's 'blinders,' dumbing-down reality to ecclectic snippets of 'reasonable-sounding' imaginings, molesting religions and minds and countries the result.

And that's also why Jews are historically hated by those that think 'truth' is imagined.  Interestingly, among "religio-jews," there are 'denominations' of conflicting belief-systems also, like all religions.  Reality doesn't require belief.  We have five senses to verify reality, to establish opinions about what is real or imagined, to prove truth.

Kerry?  Obama promised "change" but all he's ever delivered is the same 'ole Old Boys Club.

Leonard Pitts Jr wrote on Mon Nov 19, 2012, "Who Knows God's Will?" and it's one of the finest OpEd's I've ever read, and one of the finest, if not THE finest ever written on that topic.  I would have worded some things differently, but that OpEd was great.

Meanwhile, the HOURGLASS is emptying ... both for my computer use here at the library system of HigherEd design that censors the word 'gay' with a pop-up password prompt if returned in a Google search, and for the Fiscal Cliff fiasco that HigherEd Legislators concocted to divert attention from anything important, as usual.

 -- I think some of the SANDS of TIME have been SUPERSIZED and got stuck ... cuz the excuses just keep repeating, re-worded, slightly, but same 'ole, same 'ole shit.  What they said they'd do, they didn't, what they said they wouldn't, they did.

Meanwhile, my friends and I will be sharing a few crumbs together, while the gluttonous eat cake.

 -- "You shall not steal; you shall not deal deceitfully or falsely with one another .." "..the wages of a laborer shall not remain with you until morning." Torah L.19.13

Congress cares not.  It's about their own photo-ops.

Kind Regards, and chin up.  We're all in it together, we must innovate a fix together.

Tuesday, December 11, 2012

Your Christmas Haul?

Looking forward to what you're going to get?  Chanuka (honor 'giving') is every day. Happy Chanuka. (there is no correct spelling for "Hannakuah", the Hebrew ROOT concept is "Tanakh in all.." the BRANCH is "honor giving".  Happy Tanakh in ya'!  :)

Monday, November 19, 2012

Gays For Israel!

Gays For Israel!

We were marched to death camps together.

No matter where we live, our homes, our lifestyles, our families, our friends, attacked, vandalized, censored ... say anything, the hateful twist our words, accuse, sensationalize, in the pathetic attempt to 'justify' their meanness.

Only a Jew and JWit would feed me, clothe me, house me, when the Str8 Married fired me for being Gay Married.

Iran's GHAM Diversion actually has support here in the US, it goes like this:  the US's "green-enviro-occupy-positive-thinking" philosophy is hammering Jews and Gays and Mormons as "negatives" against merciless "positive-cross-signs" -- just like Hitler.

 -- it's funded;
 -- it's organized;
 -- and just like Berlin pre '39, it's a HigherEd Ca$hCow Golden Idol, worshiped, ignorance that kills.

GHAM Diversion:  "Gaza Hamas Morsi Assad" -- and the "positive-thinking" crusade of hate and intolerance that proves love of Hitler, not peace, proves love of religious-extremism masqueraded as 'moderatism,' not the radical fanatacism it's always been since ancient Persia.

I pointed-out that Israel would be SAFER if Obama was not re-elected. That's not about the "Positive vs Negative" cycle of intolerance HigherEd sells to profit from atop rubble, misery and grief like religious extremists do.  It's about BLAME, cuz that's his 'legacy' so far, and saying "we fully support" such and such, then faking it.

Morsi is a radical, not a moderate.  He supports Hamas, which is the same as saying "Israel has no right to exist."  That's what Hamas is.  They hide WMD in Palestinian homes, don't care which woman or child is killed to stop a rocket or mortar fire, photo-op from atop the rubble, misery and grief, their goal:  blame Israel, blame Jews, blame DIVERSITY, and teach the world to hate it too.

The religious extremism, be it HigherEd or Mosque or Temple or Cathedral or "positve-thinking" MUST STOP!

US Troops should be in Gaza and Lebanon and march on Syria, stop setting-up Jews and Queers as your catch-all "scapegoats".  The situation is outrageous.  The USERY is repugnant.

Wednesday, November 14, 2012

Gays For Romney? PART II

AFTER ELECTION

I know what real attacks are.  I know what real wounds are.  I know what real spilt-blood is. Words do not cause 'wounds' unless imagined, faked.  I've never struck anyone, but have been just for being Gay, and one time for my free-expression about faith.  NEVER FORGET.

My Jew-ish faith is in AllThings, all of us, all of you, all of 'them,' all of 'us,' that we'll celebrate our differences and empower diversity, not hate it.

It's not a "Mormon Loss."  But I'm not stupid.  The GOP won, the 'big agenda' more than one office or office-holder.  It's about control.  Controlling the GOP's Republican Strategy.

The infighting within the GOP is which denomination 'rises from the ashes' with a 'sparkling clean coat,' and which will forevermore be viewed as the religious extremists, obstructionists, throwbacks of bygone eras. And Catholicism has a vested-interest in that, too.

It was ''the usual,'' as far as US'an elections go.  Tiny 'successes' hyped as 'major victories;' monumental blunders hailed as 'your fault' or anybody else's 'fault'; and the end-result is a $5,000/yr PAY CUT for workers, so HigherEd SYSTEMS' employees can give themselves more ...

 ... more, more, more, at the expense of successful businesses and The People, taxpayers.  More for them, more job-security for generations of college-grads to push paperFAKEwork at taxpayer expense, building bureaucrazies, instead of reducing/eliminating forest-killing paperwork systems.

GLOBAL WARMING BULLYING

It really is related.  Just as 'the masses' were never allowed to dispute religious dogma for fear of being cast-out as a 'heretic,' 'infidel,' blasphemer,' 'sinner,' 'possessed of evil,' etc., all we hear from "the educated" is "the science speaks for itself" (but you're neither a Monsignor nor Scientist), and, "just believe," so all who do not are cast-out for their "lack of faith."  And that's not 'science' nor 'scientific' at all.  It's religion, just another hateful religious-extremist agenda.

I read a letter to the Editor recently in the Spokesman Review from someone that says "the science speaks for itself." So, I ask, that's 'justification' for raising taxes, curbing development, blaming consumers for the "scientifically developed" products they consume?  The 'credentials' came from the same place, afterall, those who developed "the system" and those who blame YOU for being BORN INTO IT as a mindfuck to take your pay and pay themselves.

HANDS OFF THE EARTH

It's extremism.  It's outrageous.  No plant, animal, fish or bird is of "higher value" than YOU, and I just don't give a flying-fuck who you fuck, even if you're the head of the CIA.

All this "fucking business" is a diversion.  Whenever Legislators need one, they thrust crotches in our faces, blue dresses and PRIVATES, as if suddenly Privacy Rights, or lack thereof, is the only "moral value" there is. Perverts look through windows into the bedrooms of others.  Legislators proving who they are, as usual.

A decorated war-hero, not pillaging, raping or robbing, but suddenly "unqualified" to serve and protect, due to sexual-orientation issues?  It's an insult to all.

The Global Warming religion and cult-following, as well as the Bedroom Peeping Toms, are very similar in their "projecting," thriving on ridicule and scorn of others for "not believing" 'correctly,' in the pathetic attempt at making themselves-out as 'superior.'

Who uses the most paper?  Who produces the most paper?  Who developed the paper systems that "depletes forests" and who is promoting strip-mining of forests to extract the most resources for their "way of life"?  HigherEd's people.  One 'scientist' consumes more resources, more FOSSIL FUELS, more strip-mined forest products, contributing the most to energy consumption and travel-related air-particulate pollutions than all others.  One flight across country to TALK about how to ridicule and scorn consumers for BREATHING uses more fuel, "up in smoke," than you driving an old shitty beatup pickup getting 12mpg for a thousand years.

And they scratch their heads claiming they'll "find solutions" about ECONOMY?  Either one, the 'traditional' religionists or the 'scientific' version is one in the same:  ECONOMY KILLERS, spewing Jeremiah-styled 'prophecies' of "world destruction if you don't ..." ... (endless list of 'sins').

It's bullying.  It's oppressive.  It's offensive.  It's hateful.

Meanwhile, if anybody thinks this was a "successful" election-cycle, think again.  It divided this country evenly.  Split it in two.  Taught half the country how to hate the other, and vice versa.  And it cost $8B ... money that was 'donated' but not one dime went to the poor, or the starving, or the homeless, or a wounded war veteran, or a traumatized Gay, or stigmatized Lesbian, or developed a cure for anything, it was a Media GOLD RUSH, that's all.  And they can't wait for another.  The more expensive, the more divisive, the better (for them, 'to hell with the country' the message from that facet of HigherEd SYSTEMS failure).

But don't think about it, another Commander's penis is of 'higher value?'  Fuck you.

When asked what I thought of the election, I laughed, stuck my nose in the newspaper I was reading, self-defense, said, "I don't care."

Palm slap on table, "Oh come on!" and "You do too!" in both ears, simultaneously. We all laughed.  I never say who I vote for, I don't know the people I vote for, personally, I just evaluate the 'platforms' and 'results', their 'ideas' and their 'aspirations.'  That's good citizenship, not hating people due to their votes.  A guy on the news is calling for 'revolution,' in hatred of Democracy.  Crazy shit, man.  Utterly crazy.

But one thing is clear:  religious-extremism won't stop until it's stopped.  And the proved 'god' of 'believers' is about stopping people from pursuits of happiness, life and liberty.  People they don't even know and will never meet, in SYSTEMS they've never experienced, are blind to, wearing shoes they've never 'walked' in, yet think they have a 'right' to condemn, punish, hurt.  Doesn't matter if it's about "Curse of Ham" racism, or Womens' Rights to be free from religious oppression, or Same-sex Marriage or the 'blasphemy' of not being in lock-step with Theory Worshipers and claiming that's what 'science' is about.  Religious-extremism must be stopped, in all it's ugly forms, all it's ugly permutations.

Republicans forgot their 'core values' to substitute somebody else's 'beliefs' to worship as votes.  It's about Evangelicals, Fundamentalists, extremists posing as 'moderates,' usurping control, not just over life, limb and liberty, but the GOP, education, science, government, and blaming Mormons.

And they're not losing at that, at all.  That's a real 'threat,' not an imagined one, nobody has to 'just believe' it, and you don't need "special ordinations" in order to be "enlightened" so "you too can know the joys of understanding it."  It's a level of "political science" that is ignored, but everybody experiences it.

I wish I had notes, or more time, so I could edit, expound, re-arrange thoughts here, but I'm at the library, with a one-hour time-limit, quickly typing thoughts, and like all people, I have a lot of those!  lol

So it's not a "Mormon loss," because those doing the 'winning' sold a $5k/yr PAY CUT for The People in order to give themselves raises, saying "just believe we're not doing that".  And the 'believers' goose-stepped in lock-step.

NEW CONGRESS AGENDA:  blame Gays.  We're their 'whippin' boys' again, as usual.  And they'll do anything to blame Mormons and Gays.

COMMONALITIES

Mr Romney (not that he'd ever read this), you ran a campaign of dignity, whether I agree with your positions or not, and that's an 'improvement' over usual campaigning.  Thanks for that.  Had you embraced diversity, GayLandIs (Gay, Lesbian, Bi, TransGender, GeneMod, Celibate, we of the assorted 'queer' world population), you'd have won, but the GOP wasn't looking for that.

Our differences are strengths.  NEVER FORGET.

Mr. Obama, congratulations; I don't like your 'platform' either, and selling $5K/yr PAY CUTS (increased fees, fines, regulations, hastles, taxes, mandated ins., etc), as "economic recovery" is just as religiously-extremist disengenuous as that which you are entrusted to serve and protect We The People against.  Please strive to improve.

Kind Regards, always,
Clayton Winton

Friday, October 26, 2012

Gays For Romney?

"Romnesia" irked me.  It's the ad hom, scurrilous.  When we 'non elitists' do it, we're cast-out, cut-off, ostracized, hammered as 'negative' against the merciless 'positive-cross-signs' of the 'positive-minded' intolerants.  The 'pettiness' level is now so deep, re-evaluating some things is a citizen's duty.

Pres Bush II authorized military action in the Middle East as long as it was not a religious war, but defensive-action against religious extremism, and, as long as an entire army was not mobilized to 'go after' one man, Osama bin Ladin, because if that were the case, then thousands of troops would die along the way and countless innocent men, women and children too.  So almost all agreed, regardless of politics, that 'heaven and earth' would not be 'moved' for one man, it's just not worth it, on many, many levels.  Nothing 'Romnesian' about it.  Now Pres Obama is ''coat-tailing'' from the 'inherited' military-action of a previous President, and insulting everybody with the use of that one term, because it's not just about Mitt Romney, nor Republicans, it's a petty insult against all ''water under the bridge.''  Scurrilous, and then some.

Meanwhile, I'm reminded that very few of we Gays have an ''improved economy'' under Obama, in fact, as a demographic, our spending-power is quite reduced, more of us jailed, our voting rights stripped over petty 'romanian-styled' lifestyle intrusions; more filed for bankruptcy, more foreclosures, more firings, more more more of all the things Obama promised to 'fix' and didn't, and the only 'protections' of merit were for Obama employees in gov't, not the private sector.

When I was fired for being Gay Married by the Straight Married, they didn't ask anything about job-performance, only if I had a roommate, if we were 'more than just roommates,' and then claimed they were 'defending the rights of women' on the workforce who were concerned we'd infect them with the 'gay disease' by 'osmosis' or something, which they'd take home, sicken and kill their children, then fired us.  But we don't have HIV.  And our marriages are still not recognized, and it's still legal to fire us for being either Gay Married or just Gay, or Lesbian, or whatever private-invasive excuse religious extremists concoct.

The way I see it, if you hate me for MY WORDS, what makes you 'better' than Hitler?  Same to me.

And we Gays are getting upwards of a $1000/yr tax hike come January 1st, and another $2-4K/yr tax-hike for MANdated private-product purchases:  health insurance.  But we have less money, less spending-power, fewer opportunities, not more.  It's just the same 'ole, same 'ole vaccuous promises and blather from candidates as far as I'm concerned.

I spoke with a DNC rep recently who told me being fired for being Gay Married is 'illegal.'  I almost laughed in his face. Where?  In his tiny little 'window' of the world?  And so what?  So is smoking pot.

I also spoke with a pot-smoker recently who is a staunch Republican.  Why?  So you can get arrested and have your medical needs decided for you?

Meanwhile, I spoke with someone last night that asked who I was voting for.  I'm at the Public Library, a place where the word 'gay' is password protected by religious extremists, 'offended' by all their eyes see of we Gays.  I suggest they pluck 'em out, problem solved. I have one hour max to type my thoughts.  No speech writers, no spell-checkers, no piles of notes, no proof-readers, no nothin' -- just me, a keyboard, and as fast of typing as I can.  Does misspellings and typos mean that much?  To who?  Why?  In the pathetic attempt at making themselves-out as 'superior,' excuses to censor, ignore, cast-out, like Hitler?  What's the difference?

I answered the question:  Under Obama, things for Gays are not better except for a few in gov't, we're a poor demographic, beaten into submissiveness and we can't even say anything about it, and Faux 'gays' are paraded as 'real gays' when they're not.  I've never slept a single night of my life in bed with a woman, but thousands with one of my Gay 'husbands,' the first died, the second I divorced for the same lieing/cheating that killed the first, and that Bi's and closet-fags do living double-lives, cowering behind women, pretending to be different things to different people;  my third was Gay-bashed and I was threatened with arrest for attempting to see him in the hospital (where I was led through the back-door, like 'back of the bus', so Hospital Admin wouldn't know); and I remarried the 2nd, and after another ten years of that just couldn't take it anymore, so divorced him again.

 -- the man asking the question, his wife told me the night before that her 14-yr-old nephew 'came out of the closet' ... I interrupted, That's not 'coming out', I said.  Only those living double-lives, pretending to be 'str8' while sneaking around clandestine, lieing and cheating, ''come out'' of 'closets,' only after they can't stay ontop of their lies any longer, and their charade, their house-of-cards comes crashing down around them.  They're not 'gay' -- they may do 'homo' stuff -- but that is NOT GAY -- and after 'coming out,' they proved they were Bi's all along, not Gays. 

"Then what do you call it?" she asked.

FREE EXPRESSION.  He doesn't have to share his privates with anybody, for any reason.  He trusted you enough to love and accept and protect him, so he freely-expressed himself to you.  It's a beautiful thing.

 -- continuing the answer to the question of her husband, as to who I'm voting for:  ...so we Gays can't really afford ''more Obama'' , errr, 'caring' ... and everybody knows the economy went in the toilet after '06 when the Democrats rode their mascott ass to town faking 'humbleness' .. and the empty-promises before and since are just more religious-extremist-styled blather ... he's done nothing to improve MY GAY LIFE at all -- nada, zero, zip, zilch, but the cost of gas quadrupled along with a pack of cigarettes, products I love. 

BUT, Romney hates my Gay Equality.  Perhaps there's integrity in that, cuz he doesn't give lip-service to it, just spits it out?  And I know economy would improve, and taxes, fees, fines, hastles, paperFAKEwork complications would decrease under a Romney presidency.  And Israel would be more secure.  It's almost a coin-toss because either way, I see no REAL improvements to the quality-of-life for GayLandIs (world Gay, Lesbian, Bi, Tranny, 3rd-Gender, Celibates, assorted 'queer' population), but I do think world economy would improve under Romney and that does help GayLandIs, unlike the endless higher fees/taxes/fines of the DNC's ''big solutions'' which is job-securing positions for Universities to sell at taxpayer expense and always has been.

I do know this:  12 Million Mormons (not all) promised me to reduce violence/harm against GayLandIs.  And that's a HUGE first-step.  I of 'little faith' have big faith them, I know they will work with me, and do everything in their power to see that a Romney Presidency goes very, very well for all people equally.

Kind Regards, always,
Clayton Winton

Wednesday, September 05, 2012

All are unique

All are unique.  Strive to forgive, they know not what they do.

Tuesday, August 28, 2012

GayLandIs CALLING Koffi Annan

GayLandIs CALLING Koffi Annan

(a followup from Twitter/Facebook 'tweets')

The world needs Koffi Annan's coordination skills.  A new project.  A new direction.  A new goal.  A new but 'not-so-new' dilemna.  A solution for all time, for all people.

Please see my last post about bloodguilt.

Let the world's miners know we love them, are thankful to them, that each gadget made from the toils of their loving labor is bloodguilt-free in our hands.

 -- Koffi, like this:  (SalesRep) "Thank you for your acquisition. Would you like $1 to go towards the Congo Miners' Fund?  They risk their lives to make it for you, many die, throughout the world, the worlds' most hazardous work, knowing no luxuries, yet putting luxuries into our hands.''

 -- every govt, agency, dept, public and private, every corporation, every business, every mfg or administrative firm.

 -- if up to me, no more than 9% max administrative costs for all time, period.
 -- three 'kings' as follows:
 -- -- King1: 1%max compensation, for salary, expenses, staff if desired, works with bank/admin;
 -- -- King2: same, but oversees govt/cleric and 'leverage';
 -- -- King2: same, but oversees relief efforts, presentations, ACTS
 -- 3% banking fees to BofA
 -- 3% facilities/travel and no more, ever.
 -- no 3rd-parties, no bureaucrazy, no paperwork, no photo-ops with politicians or religions, ever.  Non-denom and non-partisan, period.

This is part of the GayLandIs (world GLBTQ population) Charities, the GayLandIs Friends Of Miners (Gi'vm) world outreach for bloodguilt-free products and services.  Hundreds of miners die every year.  We don't need another bureaucrazy for more generations of HigherEd careers claiming 'sacrifice,' consuming the most and paying themselves the most for endless paperFAKEwork at the expense of the poor who do the real work.

Miners and their loved-ones need immediate assistance, and the world needs immediate bloodguilt-free products. We don't need more taxes, and that's all 'diplomats' propose to 'job-secure' generations of college-grads pushing-paperFAKEwork, while men doing real work, pushing real dirt, die for them.

Now, whomever may read/know MY WORDS, what's your 'big plan'?  If your 'oblations' are ridicule and scorn for me/mine, then your DanWhite-think fully endorses more of the same 'system,' and it's gargantuan, endless wheels-in-wheels-in-wheels of imbroglios, delays and quagmires, profiting from death.

Harvey Milk is remembered in our deeds and acts, through bloodguilt-free products.  Even if your religious views hate us, you shouldn't be killed for it.

This can be established by week's end.  If not, China, Sharia and the Ruble will.

Kind Regards, always
Clayton Winton

Sunday, August 26, 2012

Str8 Marrieds fire Gay Marrieds

When I was fired me for being Gay Married, fired by the Str8 Married, along with my spouse, we almost starved to death.  Many did.  Many driven to desperate acts, like Hugo's Jean Valjean who broke out a bakery window to steal a loaf of bread due to starvation, in Les Miserable,' the uncondensced book, the real book, not the musical, not the cartoon, not the movie, the real book.

We lost our housing, had no access to healthcare, our 'transportation dollars' coins from public fountains. (Is that 'stealing'? Please forgive).

We didn't resort to male prostitution, solicited no 'sugar daddies,' broke-out no windows, robbed no one, defrauded nothing, and at the Food Bank were asked "are you homosexuals?" and when we replied honestly, we were given a stack of paperwork, not food.

When called into the office, the Str8 Married wanted to know just two things:  1) did we live together; 2) were we 'more than just roommates.'

GAY RIGHTS MOMENT IN HISTORY:  "We're monogomous. We're comitted.  We're married.  We love each other!' my spouse at the time, Marcus McKibben exclaimed, politely as always, and with that we were summarily dismissed, handed our PINK SLIPS (perhaps a 'metaphor' for their desire we do Drag?)

I've never worn womens' clothing, never would, never will, never a moment of desire for Drag as the Str8 married drag us through the mud of their own slinging.

We survived on prickly-pears found in the many odd undevelopable canyons of the San Diego geology, and a giant orange tree, just ONE BRANCH with many hundreds of oranges falling into the back yard, overhanging the fence, the neighbors' tree, the neighbors' fruit, is that 'stealing' too?  Please forgive.

The jobs recruiter was brother-in-law of the employment counselor who said, "don't bother asking for services from that one.''

Meanwhile the Legislators were passing laws to outlaw Day Labor, "Papers! Papers!" like Sgt Schultz from Hogan's Heroes re-runs, unleashing their GESTAPO to arrest anybody for doing REAL WORK, insead of what they do, paperFAKEwork, paying selves the most.

70% of the people I grew up with Gay, dead, or drunks, or addics, or incarcerated, or murdered or suicided, can't vote to change it. Genocide.

I can vote, and my vote should count for all of them, and the many thousands nobody spoke-up for, that nobody knew, cuz they always hid, in fear.

I never hid in a closet, cowering behind a woman, never lived a double-life, never learned the perverse discipline of cheating and lieing, never 'came out of' anything, never a 'closet' of deception to hide within.  I'm just me, Gay with PRIDE.

The blood-guilt of 'the system' that has yet to defend the Gay Married, has yet to grant equality, has yet to enact protections or defenses for GLBTQ youths and elders alike, is what religions have invested in. That's their legacy, their 'tithe' unto their nations, blood-guilt, every credential from their many thousands of colleges and universities steeped in blood-guilt, which they bring to employers and governments, enacting policies to 'pretect' themselves to invest in more blood-guilt.

WHAT IS BLOODGUILT?  Our cellphones and computers are made from oars, minerals extracted, mined from the earth. Some of those minerals come from the Congo where miners are being slaughtered for want of pay.  We need products free of blooguilt.  Thats what "kosher" means, bloodguilt-free.

We need policies and laws that are bloodguilt-free, too. Please give to Washington United For Marriage for me, and you.

Thank you, kind regards always,
Clayton Winton

Monday, April 09, 2012

MY GAY PRAYER

AllThings, great and small,
adored by thy many places and names;
we are thankful to all who came before,
providing systems of nuture,
'daily bread,' past, present and future,
sacrifice and defense to serve,
protect, and lead us not to extinction: the
deception of intolerance, viewing diversity
as 'offense' and 'trespass' again, though
we walk in the 'shadow' of that history, we
strive to teach the ways of acceptance and
forgiveness;
PeaceOnEarth will come, together we make
'heavens' and 'earths' as one, faith in
each other be our PRIDE as thy power and glory,
forever and ever. Amen.

CLAYTON LEON WINTON

Thursday, February 23, 2012

Gay Marriage Hoax

Washington Legislators photo-op'd from atop Gay Oppression, as usual, and, also as usual, during an election year, fomented many divides, taking money from all sides, million$ and million$ of 'donations' to political PARTY's ... ZERO TO GAYS.

No Gay or Lesbian people will benefit. None. Zero. Zip. Zilch. Nada.

But our time, resources, efforts, and most importantly (all HigherEd Legislators care about) OUR MONEY consumed by them.

It's the silliest racket ever devised. Claim to be 'helping' and 'liberating,' while concocting a massive SCAPEGOAT, a DIVERSION, it's about funding campaigns, not helping oppressed Gay people or addressing issues of EQUALITY at all. It's about themselves, their careers, their families, their 'values,' not ours.

The so-called ''Gay Marriage'' 'law' enacted in Washington is nothing more than a license for those whom HATE us to be EXEMPT from EQUALITY, to continue HATING us.

-- meanwhile, those religious groups, fanatics masquerading as 'moderates,' have put together one of the largest TREASURE CHESTS of 'political contributions' in history, funding Democrats to HATE US, and Republicans, to HATE US. A MANdated referendum BY Legislators FOR Legislators, to suck-off million$ from We The People, and after it's over, Gay Marriage will be illegal, and HigherEd Legislators will boo-hoo for photo-ops getting rich as usual, their massive deception, their SCAPEGOAT the religious orgasm of hatred: referendum. What a scam.

-- '' ... we tried, but this is democracy!''
-- '' ... we did everything to stop oppression, but the will of the people has spoken!''

Everybody knows it will 'play-out' that way. That tired-old scam wasn't concocted overnight, HigherEd devised it in 1806 to oppress POCs and WOMEN. Same shit, different century, re-worded. How convenient.